I Had A Solo Pity Party

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This past week-end, specifically Saturday, I did nothing, well nothing productive.  I did look at movies on HallMark yes that was it.

I woke up early 5:30 AM,  and begin to evaluate my week and was not happy, I made excuses and more excuses and then I  used to age thing.  Yes, that’s it I am older and I am….. blah blah blah.  I was satisfied with that.  Satisfied and then the guilt set in.

Why did you not plan out the week, meal prep, and a few other things I neglected.  I was upset at a few things that had happened at work and being dedicated, leading in areas, I was over looked on a few things with a personal apology because it was too late to change.

What? Why? And  How long?, do you allow situations to affect yourself, your values and YOU.  How long?, I am not sure about you but for me it was for this time, because it may happen again, one day.  One day too long. I had to evaluate myself and shake it off.  Yes shake it off.  There are things we can change but the past sometimes gives us strength.

I am stronger than I was on Saturday, I have reclaimed MYSELF as well as taking my experience as a growth and tool in life to use.

Tears dried, focus on point and my life has resumed Yes so Sunday I worked out harder than ever, prayed for my new growth because of the past and feel GREAT.  I gained in many ways (not weight) in one day.

To a week of POSITIVE gain.